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  SILENT FACES,

  PAINTED GHOSTS

  Kathy Shuker

  Copyright

  Published by Shuker Publishing

  Copyright © Kathy Shuker 2014

  The moral right of Kathy Shuker to be identified as the author of this work has been asserted in accordance with the Copyright, Design and Patents Act of 1988. All rights reserved. No part of this publication may be reproduced, stored in a retrieval system, or transmitted in any form or by any means without the prior permission in writing of the copyright owner.

  This is a work of fiction. Names, characters, places and incidents are either the product of the author’s imagination or have been used fictitiously. Any resemblance to actual persons living or dead, events, or locales, is purely coincidental.

  ISBN: 978-0-9932257-0-3

  About the Author

  Kathy Shuker was born in Wigan, England. After training and working as a physiotherapist, she studied design and went on to work as a freelance artist in oils and watercolours. Now writing full-time, she lives in Devon with her husband. Silent Faces, Painted Ghosts is her second novel. Her first novel: Deep Water, Thin Ice is available as an ebook and in paperback.

  To find out more about Kathy and her work,

  please visit: www.kathyshuker.co.uk

  In memory of Pete

  -who loved Provence

  Table of Contents

  Silent Faces, Painted Ghosts

  Copyright

  About the Author

  Prologue

  Chapter 1

  Chapter 2

  Chapter 3

  Chapter 4

  Chapter 5

  Chapter 6

  Chapter 7

  Chapter 8

  Chapter 9

  Chapter 10

  Chapter 11

  Chapter 12

  Chapter 13

  Chapter 14

  Chapter 15

  Chapter 16

  Chapter 17

  Chapter 18

  Chapter 19

  Chapter 20

  Chapter 21

  Chapter 22

  Chapter 23

  Note

  Acknowledgements

  Prologue

  Le Chant du Mistral, Provence, 1976

  She paused half way along the landing, pressed her hand to the wall to steady herself, and took a couple of long, slow breaths. The air had been heavy all day, the stones of the house and pathways dazzling in the unrelenting sunshine, a haze hovering just above ground level. Even now, with darkness long fallen, the old farmhouse was sticky and oppressive: too hot; airless. The nausea faded and she eased silently forward again, opened a door and slipped through.

  The shutters were still closed and it was too dark to see. Switching on the small table lamp by the side of her bed, she blinked at the sudden light. The sickness built again and her skin prickled with sweat. It was hard to know which emotion was making her feel so bad: anger, guilt, grief and fear were all twisting and churning the acid in her stomach. This had once been a house of light and now it was a place of shadow; it was tainted and so was she. But she had done what she needed to do; let that be an end to it. There was nothing left for her here. Nothing.

  She crossed to the washbasin, drank a little cold water then splashed some over her face and patted it dry with a towel, wincing as she caught the cut under her left eye. In the mirror the damage was obvious: her cheek was swollen and puffy, her eye socket stained dusky purple and blue.

  A few minutes later she let herself out of the front door. The sky had now clouded over though, if anything, the atmosphere was more humid than ever. The tiny beam of her torch barely cut a trace before her but she would have known the way blindfold and she turned left to skirt round the east wing of the house.

  A flash of lightning split the sky, followed by a slow rumble of thunder which echoed back off the pine trees behind then rolled down and along the valley. Someone called her name and she looked round in alarm as the tall figure of a man appeared at the edge of the terrace, illuminated suddenly by another flash of lightning. Fear had her rooted to the spot and she felt rather than saw him moving towards her as more thunder crashed overhead. Why was he not in bed and asleep like everyone else, safely shut away? The first sluicing drops of rain began to pelt the earth and hammered on the stones around her. Feeling her hair flatten and the cold water quickly soak through it and stream down her face, she began to run, away towards the woods, and kept running, not daring to stop to see if she was being followed.

  Chapter 1

  London, England, 2011

  The letter was waiting in the post box for her when she got home from work. Terri saw the unfamiliar stamp and the almost illegible postmark but barely registered them, holding it in her mouth as she climbed the stairs to the first floor, fumbling for the key in her bag. She was distracted, her thoughts too full of Oliver. He’d been waiting across the street again, standing half-hidden behind the buddleia which arched over the pavement from the garden opposite. It was more than two months since she’d finished with him and still he was stalking her. Sometimes he followed her from work; more usually he was waiting here outside her flat, watching, jealously checking to see that she was alone. Occasionally he didn’t turn up till later in the evening, a still, menacing presence. He rarely spoke; it was a war of attrition.

  It was nearly seven o’clock on a dull Friday in March. Rain had threatened all afternoon and it had recently started to drizzle. The streetlights were on, casting a queasy orange glow through the windows. There was the distant pervasive throb of traffic from the London streets and the occasional blare of a car horn. Terri drew the curtains across and banged the lights on, claiming her space, dispelling the gloom. She walked into the kitchenette, filled the kettle and put it to boil, kicked her shoes off and picked them up to take into the bedroom. Only then did she remember the letter, abandoned on the cupboard by the door. She dropped the shoes and picked it up, running a finger quickly under the flap, ripping it open. It contained a single printed sheet:

  Dear Ms Challoner,

  Following your recent enquiry I am prepared to offer you the post of curator for my Retrospective, a six-month appointment commencing April 4th. The advertised salary includes accommodation. I reserve the right to give two weeks’ notice if you prove unsuitable. I will expect you to arrive the preceding Saturday, 2nd April.

  Yours,

  Peter Stedding.

  The letter had been dated four days previously with an address at the top and two phone numbers at the bottom, one labelled ‘office’, the other ‘home’. The signature was hand-written, a bold flourish of slanting letters and loops. Terri stared at it, automatically turned the sheet over to check there was nothing on the back, then reread it, frowning.

  She had seen Peter Stedding’s advertisement for a curator at Ferfylde’s, the commercial gallery where she worked, where an A4 sheet of paper had been pinned on the noticeboard with the bare details of the post and a request for email enquiries accompanied by a CV. It had been a source of much amusement among the staff at the gallery. Peter Stedding was a famous artist and portraitist but he was also notorious for his short temper and petulant behaviour and had long since fallen foul of the art establishment. It was generally considered to be the job from hell. Even so, in a moment’s desperation and without telling anyone at the gallery, Terri had sent off her CV, not expecting to hear any more about it. And now this letter had come with its arrogant phrasing and casual assumption that she would take the job.

  The kettle boiled and she dropped the letter, made a mug of tea and went to shower and change. By the time she left the flat an hour later, heading up the road to meet up with her friend Sophie, Oli
ver had gone. She kept looking for him but he was nowhere to be seen and she tried to put him out of her mind.

  Sophie, always talkative, had a new man in her life and all evening she glowed with the pent-up anticipation and excitement of a fresh romance. Her entire conversation revolved around Stuart: how much they had in common; how easy he was to be with and how they shared the same sense of humour. Terri was happy for her friend but cynically hoped that Stuart might live up to at least half of Sophie’s expectations. In her experience, men rarely did.

  Sophie didn’t stop talking until they’d finished eating and sat cradling drinks. Taking a mouthful of white wine, she stared across at Terri as if noticing her properly for the first time.

  ‘You’re quiet,’ she remarked accusingly.

  ‘Couldn’t get a word in.’ Terri ran a finger through the condensation on her glass of soda.

  ‘Yeah, I know. I’ve been talking too much.’ Frowning, Sophie studied Terri’s face. ‘Still...what’s up?’

  ‘Nothing.’

  ‘Oh come on Terri. Don’t do that inscrutable thing with me. I’ve known you too long.’

  Terri shrugged. ‘I’ve got something on my mind. A decision.’

  ‘Sounds intriguing.’

  ‘Not really. You remember that job I told you about?’

  ‘The one in Provence?’

  ‘He’s offered it to me.’

  ‘But that’s good isn’t it? Why do you look as though you’ve lost a winning lottery ticket? I thought you were bored stiff at Ferfylde’s, sick of selling ‘drawing room art’? And this guy paints portraits, right?’

  ‘Yes, brilliant portraits: very traditional and yet oddly modern too. But he’ll be really difficult to work with.’

  ‘You can’t be serious. You can stand up for yourself. And with a summer in Provence thrown in? You’d be daft not to take it.’ Sophie hesitated. ‘Anyway it’d be a fresh start, wouldn’t it, now you’ve finished with Oliver? And with your father, you know...’ Her voice tailed off awkwardly.

  Terri’s mobile chirruped. She pulled it out of her bag, glanced at the screen and quickly dropped it back.

  Sophie grinned, glancing towards the phone. ‘Unless you’ve got a new bloke you’re not telling me about.’

  Back at the flat Terri reluctantly read Oliver’s text: Why r u ignoring me? He sent her several messages a day, often repeats: I need u or Theres someone else isnt there? or I wont let u leave me. He didn’t actually do anything but she couldn’t escape him either. And his past violence was imprinted on her memory - she imagined it always would be - though she hadn’t told anyone about it, not even Sophie. Humiliated and insidiously brainwashed by Oliver’s insistence that it was all her own fault, she’d been left with a niggling, corrosive sense of guilt. She couldn’t talk about it any more than she could admit to how much his stalking frightened her – she who always gave the impression of being so confident, so much in control.

  She picked up the job offer again. Her contract at Ferfylde’s was nearly finished and, though she’d been offered an extension, she had no desire to stay. Ironically twelve months previously she had turned down the offer of a job in Paris to work at the gallery and be near Oliver in London. On the scale of bad decisions that must rate as fifteen out of ten.

  Chewing her lip, she read the letter through again, unsure what to do. She couldn’t afford to make another mistake or her professional life was going to go nowhere fast. Even with all the cutbacks, she might find something else if she stayed in London. But this post was only for six months and Peter Stedding, whatever his reputation, was a brilliant artist. If she could set up a good exhibition for him, it might restart her stagnating career. She frowned, staring at Peter Stedding’s flamboyant signature. It struck her as odd that the self-styled ‘grand master’ of portraiture had offered her the job with no interview and without taking up her references. He could barely have had time to read her CV before sending the letter. And working for him directly rather than the gallery - well, it wasn’t the usual way.

  She threw the paper down and went to bed.

  Still lying awake an hour later, her thoughts twisting in circles, she heard the phone start to ring in the sitting room. The luminous numbers on her bedside clock read 00:40. Oliver had done this countless times, waiting till she was in bed and the lights out before ringing her home line. She got up without putting the light on, walked through to the living room and stared at the phone still trilling in its socket on the wall. She didn’t dare answer it. She had done that before, had tried to tell him to stop harassing her - had finally lost all control the one time and ended up screaming at him to leave her alone - but he never spoke; there was just a heavy silence. Besides, she had come to realise that even her negative responses only encouraged him. She lived in dread that the day would inevitably come when he would turn up at her door.

  She crossed to the window and eased the curtain away a fraction, looking out across the road, feeling the familiar heavy beat of her heart in her chest. Not visible, still he was out there somewhere. Becoming aware that her hand was shaking on the curtain she pulled it away and clenched it into a ball, trying to control it, cross with herself for her weakness. She never used to be like this; she had allowed Oliver to get inside her head and destroy all rational thought. She turned away and, in the dim glow of orange light, saw the abandoned job offer tossed aside on the cupboard top.

  It was a chance to get away and to get her life back on track. She would take it.

  *

  Le Chant du Mistral, Provence

  Angela Stedding watched her husband struggle to cut the piece of beef with his fork but said nothing. If she offered to help, he’d tell her she was fussing. If she’d made a meal which he would have found easier to manage, he’d ask why she was giving him baby food. It was lunchtime on the first Saturday in April. Corinne, the bonne, cooked Peter’s lunches in the week; Angela usually did it at weekends. It had seemed like a romantic thing to do when she had first started the routine all those years ago but now it was a tedious chore, a habit which seemed to bring neither of them any real pleasure. Would Peter care if she stopped doing it? She doubted it. He appeared to like Corinne for some reason – or at least he tolerated her - and the French woman would surely agree to take on the task; she regularly worked extra hours to earn a little more money.

  Angela continued to eat her salad, ignoring her husband’s grunts of exertion. He’d get frustrated eventually no doubt and lose his temper. For a little over four weeks now he’d had his left arm in plaster from his elbow to his knuckles, the result of a fall. Though the fingers and thumb were free, he was unable to use the hand in any practical way and was obliged to eat all his meals with either a fork or a spoon. Given his advancing years, there was something faintly admirable about his fierce independence, his determination not to let the accident slow him up, and he had complained little about the pain he must have felt, just the inconvenience. But it certainly hadn’t improved his temper. Fortunately he generally reserved the worst of it for the studio.

  ‘Oh, for God’s sake. Damn and blast this bloody hand.’ His patience finally snapping, Peter dropped the fork with a clatter onto the plate and swore again, more colourfully this time. ‘I’ll starve if I have to go on like this.’

  ‘Peter, please.’

  ‘What? Oh, mm. Sorry.’ Tight-lipped, glaring at the plaster on his wrist, he appeared not remotely repentant.

  ‘About this girl you’ve invited to stay with us.’

  ‘Who? Oh her. What about her?’ He picked up the salt cellar, sprinkled more salt over the remaining potatoes on his plate, grabbed the fork again and returned to fumbling about with his food.

  ‘You didn’t give me much warning,’ she complained.

  ‘Only just decided really. I nearly called it off. Then I thought I might as well take a look at her, see if she might be of any use.’

  Angela ate another mouthful of food then laid her knife and fork down on the plate, pushi
ng it away. She dabbed the corners of her mouth on her napkin, folded it and put it on the table. There was the distant ringing of the house phone. She wondered where she’d left it, thought of getting up to go and look but then the ringing stopped and she assumed her daughter had answered it.

  ‘So who is she exactly?’ she pressed.

  ‘The curator? I’ve told you already: Terri Challoner. Odd name. Short for Theresa I suppose.’

  Angela tutted impatiently. ‘I know her name, Peter, but...’ She shrugged. ‘...I don’t know...how old is she?’

  ‘Mid-thirties.’ He forked the last piece of meat into his mouth, chewed and swallowed.

  ‘And...?’

  He puffed out his lips in that offhand French way she so disliked. ‘She’s got a good CV. Involved in some decent exhibitions. Specialises in portraiture mainly but she’s done other work too, I believe, ranging...’

  ‘Peter, please don’t tell me her résumé. You know it means nothing to me. Is she English? Or perhaps American?’ Angela had a soft spot for people from the States. If the girl was American it might make her more appealing.

  ‘English I think.’ He finished eating, put the fork down and pushed the plate away. ‘Yes, English.’

  ‘Do you want dessert? Tea then? No?’ She sighed. Even after all this time, she couldn’t get used to him drinking water with his meals. Another of his French habits. ‘We’re going to have this woman in the house for six months; I’d like to know something about her. You’re usually so protective of your privacy, I’m surprised you’ve done this.’

  He frowned at her as if that issue had not previously crossed his mind. She wondered if he was going senile; his sister certainly was and she was six years younger.

  ‘She’s here to do a job, Angela,’ he said. ‘That’s all. Don’t make a fuss about her. Anyway, you’re putting her in the annexe aren’t you?’

  ‘Yes, but it’s very small and it’s still attached to the house. We can’t expect her to stay in her room for six months like a monk or something.’